At ThEsE PoINt..!!! ThEsE F*cKin* pOinT...

i can consider my self as a corpse..so sick of f*ckin* things in my world..so tired of the usual life that doesn't change a bit..so fed up of endless debates...i don't want to make any decision that will start a fire and hurt someone..but im tired...am i the one to blame?am i the one???i already ask myself but left me with no answer... =( maybe there is really no one to blame...but how will i take this s%*t into place??? i dont know..i really dont now...i've been trying to be good, i've been trying to be righteous....but everything is falling into pieces...pieces that i've been trying to pick-up everytime they fall..i've been trying always to put it back together..the pieces to where they belong...but at these point..these f*ckin* point...im beginning to feel the stress,to feel being tired, to feel that nothing is going the way it should be..f*ckin* life..i should enjoy life..but what the f*#k is happening?..im totally LOST..