ChriStmAs....

Month of December..Christmas is just around the corner..but i can't still say if i'm gonna be happy or i'm gonna be sad.Its my 2nd Christmas in DXB and i can still remember what it was like the first time.Waking up early Christmas morning for work,arriving at our flat late at night,feeling the breeze of the cold winter night,its just made me feel alone...then my fingers started to dial numbers on my phone..i was calling my mom,tears started to fall..then i called my GF, i was like a little child who's crying for someone to be with him... i felt emptiness,incomplete,alone and.... that was it, the rest is history.I hope it wont happen again these year......

At ThEsE PoINt..!!! ThEsE F*cKin* pOinT...

i can consider my self as a corpse..so sick of f*ckin* things in my world..so tired of the usual life that doesn't change a bit..so fed up of endless debates...i don't want to make any decision that will start a fire and hurt someone..but im tired...am i the one to blame?am i the one???i already ask myself but left me with no answer... =( maybe there is really no one to blame...but how will i take this s%*t into place??? i dont know..i really dont now...i've been trying to be good, i've been trying to be righteous....but everything is falling into pieces...pieces that i've been trying to pick-up everytime they fall..i've been trying always to put it back together..the pieces to where they belong...but at these point..these f*ckin* point...im beginning to feel the stress,to feel being tired, to feel that nothing is going the way it should be..f*ckin* life..i should enjoy life..but what the f*#k is happening?..im totally LOST..

aRrRrrggGhhh!!

until now,grabe pa din sakit ko..di nawawala lagnat..tpos ubo nman ngaun,stress ba to?or talagang weak na ang antibodies ko to repel viruses?..parusa to grabe..kawawa nman ung mga kasama ko sa room,di makatulog ng maayos dahil sa ingay ko kaka-ubo sa gabi..hai, sana gumaling na ako

sO siCk..

im so sick of love songs, so tired of tears
so done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

eeeennnnggg!!!..mali po, di po ako broken hearted..
i mean literally,im so sick..yeah..may sakit po..hehe..
kung kelan naman may first diving experience kami tomorrow
saka pa ako ngkasakit..kainis..pero carry yan,rest lng tska medicine katapat nyan gagaling na ako..
cge po..see you soon scuba friends!

RoAd tRip....101

it was a very tiring,long drive kagabi and a very memorable road trip..biro mo umalis kami ng 1830hrs nakauwi kami 0100hr na dahil sa traffic..hai,kafagod..just imagine going around in the same road over and over for 4 times before finally reaching to your destination..and each round is approx.7 mins.(astig di ba..hoohoo!!)at least ngaun alam ko na kung saan ung daan..heheh..cguro pwede na kahit 2 times na ikot lng..
here are some pointers to consider.
1. dapat alam mo ung place
2. dapat ayus ung a/c ng oto mo.dahil sa super lamig eh bka manigas tuhod mo.
3. wag magtiwala sa road turns, road signs.dahil pag di mo nakita ng maayos heheh malayo-layong ikutan nnaman.
4. don't take your wang-bu friends with you..bka makarating ka sa ibang emirates hahaha
5.bring some food..kasi bka gutumin kayo,at walang makainan..unless gusto mo sa indian or pakistani restaurants.
6. wag maging addict sa PRISON BREAK..kakapanuod late na nakaalis..
7.use seat belt kahit back seat passenger ka..pra di bumakat mukha mo sa likod ng driver seat..haha.(peace leys)

ciao.
xandz

wOrk WoRk wOrK

hey..another working day. have you ever wonder, why we are having the same old routine everyday?waking up in the morning,w/o breakfast and rushing to your car/transpo worried that you might not make it to your 8am call time.sitting infront of your desk and doing the same stuff over and over until 5pm.and again rushing to your car/transpo worried that you might get caught in the middle of traffic jam. actually, tinatamad ako pumasok ngaun eh.mag marathon nlng daw kami sa panunuod ng PRISONBREAK or samahan ko si kuya jabe bumili ng A/C compressor.but i cant skip from working today.although i dont have that much things or any urgent work, i just cant. di ko tlga alam eh.basta nasa isip ko papasok ako..hai buhay,same same evryday.eto nga at tinawagan na ako ng mga kafatids umuwi na daw ako at wag magpanggap.but, we can make our days unique from the other day. ibig sabihin,tau ang may control.kung anu ung inisip natin,un ang madalas na ngyayari...tpos habang lumalaki ung sahod mo,lumalaki gastos mo,lumalaki padala mo, pero kakarampot pa din ung natitira syo e anu pa ang pangkakaiba kung maliit sahod mo? just thank GOD for HIS presence,guidance and blessing....buti nga at nagising pa tau sa araw na ito at may hangin ka pa na nalalanghap..\m/